When we TRY and TRY to do something we can very easily become lost in the effort of TRYING. If you have something you feel a strong desire to manifest try this!
Find a quiet place to sit. Hold the thought of it in your minds eye (your third eye...located just between your eyebrows). Take 3 deep cleansing breathes releasing all that you feel you hold so tightly to. Feel your body relax and become still. FEEL what it is to have it and allow this desire to radiate as a bright light from your heart. Be with the feeling as it radiates from you for a few breaths....Then let it go to the UNIVERSE and trust that the next right step for your highest good will appear.